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thoughts on entering 2025

  1. it’s not the waiting that’s difficult. it’s the boredom and the loneliness, anticipating the duration and depth of it.

  2. you’ve been here before.

  3. life is not a closed circle but a spiral.

  4. time will pass regardless. this is both a source of comfort and our doom.

  5. letting go is a constant process. it doesn’t end with emptiness but with newness.

  6. everything is a lesson of patience.